I stood there for what seemed like a long time, thinking of that scene, then continued getting ready in a panic. I was a little bored. Redtube John tried one last time asking if I wanted him to order for me. His eyes were fixated on my bodice. That opened up a whole new world to me. He was enthusiastic, so I put on some five-inch heels I had, black leather pumps with lots of straps, close-toed, and some black nylons with elastic tops. I didn’t tell him I was dumping the curls and going with a more adult style, shorter and, I thought, more sophisticated, straight, like European girls wore. “What will we do?” I was panicky.
